‘I’m a chef with terminal cancer’, wrote Fatima Ali in her essay on Bon Appetit. A fan favorite contestant of Bravo’s ‘Top Chef’, 29-year old Ali succumbed to her illness on Friday after battling Ewing’s sarcoma twice.
After her diagnosis in 2017, Ali started chemotherapy and underwent surgery to remove this rare form of cancer and was declared cancer-free in February 2018. However, this good news was short lived and in October, her disease was back with a vengeance. She was told she had a year to live.
‘It’s funny, isn’t it? When we think we have all the time in the world to live, we forget to indulge in the experiences of living,’ wrote Ali in her essay. ‘When that choice is yanked away from us, that’s when we scramble to feel. I am desperate to overload my senses in the coming months, making reservations at the world’s best restaurants, reaching out to past lovers and friends, and smothering my family, giving them the time that I so selfishly guarded before.’
Courageous as she was, Ali took to Instagram to share her journey with many who loved her. Her pictures highlighted her struggle with life, but food continued to a part of her posts. Passion never dies, even if the people who once held it do. Her last post was on the 11th of January where she took the opportunity to somehow prepare us of what was to come. Her health was dwindling.
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I know it’s been ages since I posted and most may have figured out why. I’m sick and unfortunately I’m getting sicker. Right now all I need are prayers; prayers that are simple. I hope, because a wish is putting on too much responsibility on the other, that you will somehow find forgiveness in your big heart for whenever I must have hurt you. I thank you a million times over for when you have given me joy. I’ll try to keep everyone updated the best that I possibly can.
Her family provided the much need closure today by posting a collage of Ali’s photos on her Instagram account, accompanied by words we needed to hear.
‘Fatima was home with us, surrounded by her loved ones and beloved cat Mr. Meow, when she left us in the early hours of the morning,’ they wrote. ‘When someone as bright and young and vivacious as our Fati passes, the only metaphor that seems fit is that of a star.’
Many others had kind words to say about Ali and love to send to her family. This includes Ellen DeGeneres, who had Ali on her show last year.
‘I was lucky to share this visit with Fatima. I wish I could have shared more. Sending so much love to her family. I hope they find comfort in knowing how much light she brought to the world,’ wrote DeGeneres.
I was lucky to share this visit with Fatima. I wish I could have shared more. Sending so much love to her family. I hope they find comfort in knowing how much light she brought to the world. pic.twitter.com/0xAbZSjzFr
— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) January 25, 2019
Ali brought joy with her wherever she went. It’s no surprise she was a fan-favorite. Even as the world took us away from her, she left us with inspiration that will stay immortal.